Thursdays are always quite busy and exhausting. I didn't get around to actually doing much of what I'd planned to do, except putting up a few post-it notes. Yes, I was procrastinating again. Only a few more days until the presentation. I was aware of that all day. But when asked how I'm doing at the moment, I was still able to name all the positive things first. At the moment, I just can't be bothered to work on it, but unlike usually, I don't feel all that anxious. I guess I will be pretty nervous right before the presentation (and this time, I have to do it all by myself) but I know I will manage. This professor, after all, is only human - like everyone else. It's rather unlikely to die from embarrassment, so even if I did actually mess up this thing, it wouldn't be that tragic. No bad grade, nothing.
And life is not a popularity contest. It's just that - life. A million chances to do good. If I mess up once, the next chance will be right at hand. And God is not resentful. He isn't going to tell me I've messed up a bit too often and I'm a lost cause. Each day, He is willing to change me to become a little more like He wants me to be. I just have to let Him do His work.
And in Him, I know I have the strength to keep going...
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
(Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On)
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
(Snow Patrol - Run)
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